Can You Ever Forgive Me?

I just have one question for you,
It might not be what you want to hear.
But I feel that I need to say it
Because it will make me feel better.

Are you willing to listen?
(No that wasn't it.)
I just want to know one little thing:
Can you ever forgive me?

Would you ever be able to forgive me for the hurt I caused,
Maybe find a place for me in your life again?
I miss you, I really do,
And those are words I never thought I'd say.

For months I blamed you for all the hurt,
All of the things that I went through.
I thought it was you that was making me cry at night,
Making me walk through these halls

Looking at all the happy faces
And wonder what they had that I didn't.
(Though now I know, it was me.)
I was the one who made me sad,

I was the one who tore us apart.
You might have given me the matches,
But I set the fire.
And I watched it burn.

I blamed you for everything,
But it's all my fault.
And now, I just miss you.
No, don't panic, I'm not trying to get you back,

I'm sure you're happy with her.
Just, maybe, could you satisfy this little request?
Could you find it somewhere in the bottom of your heart
To be my friend again?