Just About a Year AgoJust about a year ago,You answered with "I guess,"When I asked you if I could be the girl by your side,The one you smiled down on, the one your friends all knewWhom you introduced to Mom and Dad as your girlfriend.Just about a year ago,Was when I first held your hand.I should have known then where it was going to lead:To phone calls and text messages and all those wonderful hugsFrom the first time, to right before we said goodbye the last.Just about a year ago,We drove around together.You had no license, so I did it,But you always felt bad,Such a gentleman.Just about a year ago,I found out some of what makes you laugh,A little of what makes you mad(But remember, your sister looks up to you)And a whole lot that makes you smile.Just about a year ago,I opened my heart to your possibilities,And got a wonderful reward.I found my best friend, my partner in crime,The most faithful man in my life.Just about a year ago,I gave love one more try,And what I got, was the
WhoopsTell me a secret.-What do you want to know?Anything.-Anything?I just want to know about you.-Well, ummm, I don't know what to say.Come on, there must be something.-No, not really.How can there be nothing?-Because I don't know you well enough.I won't judge you, I just want to get to know you.-Why don't you ask me simple questions, you know, my favorite color or something to start off with.Fine. What's your favorite color?-GreenCool. Cool. Lucky.-Lucky?Green's a lucky color. Tell me a secret.-No. That was one question. That doesn't earn you the right to hear a secret.Why not?-Because I said so.Tell me a secret.-No.Tell me a secret.-No.Is that the secret?-Nope.Then tell me a secret.-No! I'm embarrassed.Why? It can't be that bad.-Well, no, but I don't know what you're going to say.Try me. Tell me a secret.-Fine. I love you.
He SaysHe asks me why I print so much,Why I can't just get everything I need at once,And save myself some time.But honey, I like the exercise.He says that I should change the color of my hair,That I would look better with lighter hair,More people would look at me, he says.Darling, what I look like is just for me.He tells me that I need to change the way I think about myself;Confidence is better than looking at the groundAnd need to show people that I am proud.Baby, how can I be proud of me when you're not?He claims that I need to let my inhibitions goJust relax and let him have his way with me;I'll feel better in the long run.Sweetie, consent is sexy.He begs me not to turn my back on him,That he needs me to stayI'm the only one who can save his life.You bastard, I'm walking away from you, to live my life for me again.
Can You Ever Forgive Me?I just have one question for you,It might not be what you want to hear.But I feel that I need to say itBecause it will make me feel better.Are you willing to listen?(No that wasn't it.)I just want to know one little thing:Can you ever forgive me?Would you ever be able to forgive me for the hurt I caused,Maybe find a place for me in your life again?I miss you, I really do,And those are words I never thought I'd say.For months I blamed you for all the hurt,All of the things that I went through.I thought it was you that was making me cry at night,Making me walk through these hallsLooking at all the happy facesAnd wonder what they had that I didn't.(Though now I know, it was me.)I was the one who made me sad,I was the one who tore us apart.You might have given me the matches,But I set the fire.And I watched it burn.I blamed you for everything,But it's all my fault.And now, I just miss you.No, don't panic, I'm not trying to get you back,I'm sure you're happy with
Falling in LoveHow easy do you think it is?Is it one of those things where you trip,Fall and discover that you have landed in a happy placeFull of rainbows and sunshine,Where they are always happy to catch you and nothing goes wrong?Or is it one of those things you have to fight for?Pulling teeth one by oneJust to have a chance of crossing that line.That line, that thin little line in the ground,So simple to cross, but few ever get up the courage to do it.Have you ever done it?Have you ever crossed that lineAnd taken a chance on a person that you weren't 100% sure you could trust?How did it feel?Were you letting go? Or just settling?I like to think that people who cross that lineAt least have a chance at being happy.Was it that way with you?(I am trying to figure out whether I should do it.)Maybe you knew for a fact that you'd be happy.But how do you know?To me, love seems more like a roulette wheel,Your chances are low,But the pay-off could be great.It might be a b
Writing LoveBlack lines running down my arm,Spelling out one simple word: LOVE.What does it mean? And for what cause?How can any sort of writing make a change?How can I make anyone see this little word I have written here,On display for all to see?There is a cause, a fight that we all must strive to fight,Yet no one cares to see.People all just turn their heads,And try to say it's all okay.They don't even want to see,The terrible battles we fight every day.I don't know if they will ever end,If there will ever be a way to resolve this pain.So many people have been affected,And so many more have not realized it is their time.I can see everything falling apart around me,Feeling each person's suffering as sure as if it were inside my own skin.This fading ink symbolizes all that I take up,Shows that I believe so firmly in my cause,I mean to help those that cannot help themselves;I want to show the world how much we can hurt ourselves if left unchecked.I stand proud, I s
Writer's Block Checklist1. Sit down at your desk2. Open your notebook3. Pick up your pencil4. Sit5. And6. Wait7. For8. An9. Idea10. To11. Come12. To13. You14. Get up and walk around for an hour15. Walk16. And17. Search18. For19. An20. Idea21. Sit down at your desk again22. Stare at the ceiling23. And24. Wait25. For26. An27. Idea28. Find an idea29. Write a sentence30. And31. Wait32. For33. Another34. Idea
Hidden SecretsI hide behind my smile,I keep my secrets covered.When you look at me, you'll see nothing wrong;that's what I want you to see.You think you know me,you tell you do.Lies.You don't know me at all;you don't know what I hide behind this smile,This is where I hide my broken heart:you broke it, broke it long ago.Now I hide from you and everyone elsethe fact that I'm still not okay.I miss you.I still need you, still love you.(I probably always will.)You never knew how I felt;I never showed you my heart.You never even looked for it.The scars have healed,but the pain has not.I watch you every day,walking by and smiling.You can't see my pain;you don't know.You can't see every day what I hidehere behind this smile.
Christian: Not a LabelYes, I am a Christian.That doesn't mean I'll be showing up on your front porchWaving a Bible in your face screaming "Have you heard?Heard the Good News?"Yes, I am a Christian.That doesn't mean I'll condemn you to hell for drinking that glass of wine,Telling you to treat your body like a temple and keep it pure.Jesus Christ drank wine, didn't he?Yes, I am a Christian.That doesn't mean I'll be picketing your home, your work, your friendsJust because your beliefs don't agree with mine.That's a little childish, right?Yes, I am a Christian.That doesn't mean that I devote my Sundays to God, turn off the phone,TV and light and read my Scriptures by daylight.I'm a college student. We call Sunday the "day of catching up."Yes, I am a Christian.That doesn't mean that I will spit on you because you deign to walk down the street arm-in-arm or hand-in-hand with a member of the same sex.God created us all equal, didn't He?Yes, I am a Christian.That doesn't mean that I can't accept
save me...As you laid in bedWith visions of gum dropsDancing in your headI tossed and turnedIn a sea of redAnd with every passing momentI wish I was deadSave me
To Be AliveI want to fall into the windand caress the velvet skyas I take this soul withinand teach it how to fly.Amid the fire and the rain,I want to bathe in the lightas I let my tears escapeand fade into the night.And I want to know how it feelsto be A L I V E.I want to brush against the seaand hear the angels resoundas I let this heart be freeto the chorus around.Amid the stars and the moon,I want to bathe in the lightuntil I waken by noonand begin my true flight.And I want to know how it feelsto be A L I V E.'Cause without life, we're not only dead,but astray from the hope inside our heads.No, if we wish to really strive,there's nothing like the giftof being A L I V E.
SilenceComforting, awkward,Quiet, noisy,Embraced, broken,Wonderful, hurtful,Relaxing, worrying,Peaceful, stressful,Desired, unwanted,Loved, hated,...Silence...
Flavor of LifeThe flavor of lifeCannot be definedFor it is uniqueIt is sweet like cake,But can be sourLike a tart lemon.The taste of life isOne that lingers likeMelting chocolateTasteless like water,Yet tasty like cake,And still so fillingThe taste is savored,The flavor of life
Right?So there's this boy. And, honestly, he's absolutely beautiful.He has this incredibly soft blonde hair and breathtaking blue eyes. And his smile, oh, his smile. Please, don't even get me started on that one. It's one of the greatest thing I've ever seen, and I swear to you I'm not exaggerating.He has this smile that he seems to save just for me (not that I was paying attention and hoping, just hoping, that he wouldn't share that smile with anyone else...). I wish I could say it wasn't the greatest feeling in the world when he graced me with that smile. But, if I'm honest with you (because I'm certainly not being honest with myself), I have to tell you that it really makes my day. I can't help but smile right back and turn away because I can just feel the heat rushing to my cheeks.But oh, don't let him fool you like that. He's so much more than just a pretty face. He is the best conversationalist I've ever met and I find myself losing track of time when lost in conversation wit
I love youI love youLove,such a strong wordOh but I feel itVery strong in my heartEvery time I see youYou and your cute smileOh how it makes me happyUnderstanding this new feelingFor so long I denied itOf course I didn't want to get hurt likeRunning into a brick wallEvery time I was hurt,Various times,Every time you were there helping meRun from the painAlways telling me I'm beautifulNever lying to meDenying feeling for anyone elseAlways loving meLike I love youWanting to be together foreverAlways wanting to hold me closeYou make me so happySo I can honestly say...I Love You, Forever And Always~
UntoldAs said in Shakespeare's "Hamlet", one bares two faces: The one that God gave you... And the one that you show to the world.Within each person is something hidden, locked away.How do we enter this place so skillfully guarded?Do we really know the ones we hold dear?Or do we all have something left untold?
somebody told meSomebody told meyou had a broken heartyou gave yourself awayand they ripped you all apartSomebody told meyou've gone and lost your smilewhich makes sense; you haven't used itin a very long whileSomebody told meI'd find you sitting herelet me settle down with youand lend me both your earsSomebody told meyou wish that you could diethere are reasons that you shouldn'tlet me tell you whyThere are people on this earthwho if you passed, would witheryou are more loved than you thinkeven if not by herYou will fall in love so manytimes as you grow olderbefore you find the one personyou will stay with foreverThat person you end up withwill love you for who you areabout their feelings for you, youwill never have to wonderSo don't let yourself fall quite yetinto an endless despairbetter that you tried for love and failedthan if you'd neverNow.Somebody told methey found your missing smilewhy don't you go put it onand wear it for awhileSomebody told metha
Believe To understand this painYou have to understand it allAnd just leave it all to meAnd never dream to have it allCause it's all the sameJust another tower crashing downAnd timeWill never be the sameAnd you can never have it allWithout leaving a piece of youAnd our lives are just changedAnd it can never be the same for usCause the more I change, the more you loseBut PleaseBelieve, Believe, Believe in my dreamOur lives will change and stars will sing our namesCause now, I dream for usAnd it will become so brightJust let me lead this pathAnd no life can be extinguishedTo know you have it allYou got to have nothing and anything at allBut at the end of the dayI'll remember us sitting by the lakeOur only great memoryBut please, now that we leftTonight will change, my life will fly freeInto a beautiful dreamBecause now I know, I have nothing but the sky to feelAnd only dreams to deem mineCause I finally realisedI can't share this final momentMy only requimBut
Still HereI am still livingStill breathingStill hereLook here, I am okayI have raised myself upAnd I have caught myselfI do not need a "prince"Or a "knight in shining armor"To sweep me off my feetI did think I wasHopeless, but now I amNot and never will beI am happy to be aloneI strive to be myself againIgnoring your opinionsI am still livingStill breathing Always here
FriendshipLike two mirrorslooking ateach othercreating an infiniteworld.We look insideof each otherseeing theuntold feelings.Unknown storieswe don't needto telldon't needto share.
Dear the girls who...This is to the girls who believe they're not pretty enough for someone.Who wake up early to get ready.Who put on a smile.Who try everyday, when they don't need to.Who starve themselves, because they think they're not skinny.Who cut to not feel alive but to remind themselves they are.Who are shy and find it hard to trust.Who will never believe that someone loves them.Girls.You're beautiful.Please remember that.Girls.You don't need to try.Everyone is beautiful.Girls.Its true.As long as you're happy.That's all that matters.
FaithSo blindly given,Yet so hard to earn.