A Reflection of Kisses-Revised by plathfan910, literature
Literature
A Reflection of Kisses-Revised
In my mind our lips press tight together. His hesitancy says he thinks we should just stay friends, but I’ve waited too long for this. I want to feel his body pressed against mine, even if it is only in my dreams. His arms, so strong, so warm, slowly circle around my waist, and he pulls me in closer. Even though we shouldn’t, I can tell he wants to kiss me too. And so he does.
The rain was pouring and we grasped for whatever little shelter we could find under my garage. Our first kiss, his first kiss, and not a hint of hesitation. Six months of dating, and he was finally ready for this. The moment was perfect, like someth
The lake knows all our secrets. If you look closely at the wooden picnic table, you might be able to see the faint remnants of the initials that I carved out with my car keys one December afternoon about a year ago. I had to erase that permanent reminder of us, the forever symbol that there had once been a love blooming at that lake, and there was no longer a need for a reminder. It had been a sweet gesture when he first did it, but now, it’s just a bitter memory of all the things I would rather bury under the layers of hurt brought about by his one track mind. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his neck, thinking that no one w
Just about a year ago,
You answered with "I guess,"
When I asked you if I could be the girl by your side,
The one you smiled down on, the one your friends all knew
Whom you introduced to Mom and Dad as your girlfriend.
Just about a year ago,
Was when I first held your hand.
I should have known then where it was going to lead:
To phone calls and text messages and all those wonderful hugs
From the first time, to right before we said goodbye the last.
Just about a year ago,
We drove around together.
You had no license, so I did it,
But you always felt bad,
Such a gentleman.
Just about a year ago,
I found out some of what makes yo
Yes, I am a Christian.
That doesn't mean I'll be showing up on your front porch
Waving a Bible in your face screaming "Have you heard?
Heard the Good News?"
Yes, I am a Christian.
That doesn't mean I'll condemn you to hell for drinking that glass of wine,
Telling you to treat your body like a temple and keep it pure.
Jesus Christ drank wine, didn't he?
Yes, I am a Christian.
That doesn't mean I'll be picketing your home, your work, your friends
Just because your beliefs don't agree with mine.
That's a little childish, right?
Yes, I am a Christian.
That doesn't mean that I devote my Sundays to God, turn off the phone,
TV and ligh
Birds, paper wings, paper beaks
Flying all around me.
Stories from the past, stories of the present,
Even some about the future,
All waiting for me to read,
Waiting for me to discover their secrets.
These birds, they want to be caught,
They want to feel a purpose again.
Every phase of my life,
Crazy or sane,
They've stood by me, they're represented.
Lying there, waiting
While I collected them one by one,
Waiting for me to want them again.
They keep each other company,
Snuggled together on the shelves.
When I walk in the door
I can hear them calling out to me
Desperate chirps begging me to care for them
Asking me to hold the
He asks me why I print so much,
Why I can't just get everything I need at once,
And save myself some time.
But honey, I like the exercise.
He says that I should change the color of my hair,
That I would look better with lighter hair,
More people would look at me, he says.
Darling, what I look like is just for me.
He tells me that I need to change the way I think about myself;
Confidence is better than looking at the ground
And need to show people that I am proud.
Baby, how can I be proud of me when you're not?
He claims that I need to let my inhibitions go
Just relax and let him have his way with me;
I'll feel better in the long
Even though the work load is a ton,
only some of it has been done.
The number of scratches never seems to diminish,
So the buffing I have yet to finish.
It is quite a long truck,
and it's hard to put it on a lift.
Setting it up requires some luck;
the process is rarely swift.
The tools I use are made of steel;
they help me loosen up the wheel.
Yes, the work load is a ton,
and sadly, only some of it is done.
Blank,
That's all I see
In my head.
Nothing,
That's all I have written
Here on this paper.
Ideas
Are what I
Seem to be missing.
Direction
Is what they tell me
I need to have.
Confusion
Is my buzzword
At the start of every day.
Fear,
That's what I live in,
In the pit of my stomach.
Stones,
Those replace my
Formerly red, beating heart.
Empty,
That's the only thing
I can pull from my mind.
Discipline,
That's what they try to teach me,
What I never seem to learn.
The End,
Is how I signed the letter
I wrote to them yesterday.
A thin screen is all that seems to divide us,
But really there are so many more miles between us
It would take almost a month to walk.
And yet, all I want to do is be with him;
I would walk those miles if that's what it takes,
What it takes to be in the same town as he is.
What a lot of people don't know,
Is that thin screen is not enough to keep us together,
Though I am trying as hard as I can,
And I really want to be happy with him,
There are times when I wonder
If I can really handle being so far away from the one I love.
A scramble of numbers on the board,
Swimming before my eyes.
I can't even understand them
Though my professor thinks I should.
I've been dropped in the middle of a strange place,
A foreign land where numbers reign mighty.
This is making my head spin fast,
And I'm starting to lose control.
Why can't I just run away,
As far away as I can go?
The numbers are piling on top of me now,
Cutting off my air.
Fighting them off does more harm than good,
They seem to gain more strength,
And press their mighty weight on top of me,
Pressing until they are overpowering.
It's no party, it's not even fun.
There is nothing left to do,
I am dr